Saturday, April 01, 2006 @Saturday, April 01, 2006

bored....describe me now.......bored.......Haix..bored bored bored
its like..boring la..the day seems so hot... hot...arrgh..i'm going crazt....this is mad and sickening..listening to the same things again and again...same stuff going round my mind again again constantly..its like....boring!!!
feel like going out but no one to keep me company... all alone no one to be with me... as if the boredness is eating me up one by one....sadness taking over me...totally depressed ever since... why...i wanna hate!! yet i wanna like again..am i to be alone? or to be with someone??!! Right now...it seems like being alone and crying out everything seems much better than ever!!!!