Friday, October 13, 2006 @Friday, October 13, 2006
Got back my examination marks. :
English : 50
( in a 100%)Maths : 55
Chinese : 38
( in a 100%)Science : 56
Geog. : 54
Hist. : 60
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Not very ideal eh? Anywaes.. i got promoted to Sec. 2 according to my Chinese teacher.. i'm not too hopeful, but of course i want to get to Sec. 2 though...
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Had a boring music lesson today 2 periods before recess , it took over Maths.. it got seriously boring and lame. We took a stupid short quiz.. ( errgh ) and made a " tambourin " out of paper plates , bells and some cheap wire.... sucks.
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As usual , Shi Xuan started arrowing me in front of the others tellin me to pull up my socks when it was alreadi at a reasonable height.. how ... arrgh can he get.. of course , initially he did it a couple of times at first i was alright with it... but he kept doing it again and again everytime.. Doesnt't mean because i dont say anything about it means i dont mind..
So today i was so pissed becos to add it , that friggin' fuckin' Calvin started jabbering his usual stupid idiotic fuckin' nonsense that i just couldn't take it anymore.
" Alright! Fine... "
Then i walked away.. prepared to cry. Well , i kinda cried... but no one really knew xcept for Joan and Jiaying. xD
when we were lining up ( what else is new ) Shi Xuan tapped me on the shoulder and i just gave him a ..." why-must-you-keep-on- doing- this- to- me- you- make- me- very- unhappy- i- am- mad- at- you "look.
So in class i wrote a msg, ( bt i didn't give it to him though.. )
" Doesn't mean that i don't do and even say anything about what you keep doing to me , telling me to pull up my socks even though they are already at a reasonable height , means you can do it again and again. Just because i keep mute about it everything , doesn't meant that i dont get mad inside me. I just happen to tak it in my stred. Although i take it in a friendly way . do you think i can withstand everything, everytime? I can't ok ? Stop it please.. Just stop it. I'm sick of it . "
Yeax. and i wrote another to Calvin..
"Enough of ur jabbering nonsense already alright? You're sickening and you know it , yet you refuse to cut it out. No wonder almost everyone hates you. You're sickening , irritating and xtra/ Telling others to shut up when you are the one talking non-stop. You stupid freak... "
I just had enough... I cant take anymore of this ... I'm sick of it ok ? Just stop doing all this things to me plz ? Doesn't mean i smile and don't reply sometimes , letting you think i dont mind means you can do it again and again.. How do you like it if you were me ?
*sob...
Yt-ting
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