Monday, October 23, 2006 @Monday, October 23, 2006
He said that he didn't want to keep what was a secret before a secret already. I feel that somehow its my fault that he's now like that.. OH GOD.. WHAT HAVE I DONE?.
I feel so unsure. Haix. Yes i still love him.. but i'm so unsure.. so afraid.. so scared that i'll lose him. I don't want to lose him! I can't... lose him..
Haix.. I'm practically terrified. Does he still love me ? Oh God.. What have i done to myself and him? I think i'm going mad...
Yt-ting