YUAN! (:

Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Many things are ok now .. but somehow i keep getting this nagging feeling ...

Missed lessons last friday ( today's wednesday ) .. went around viewing the classes .. and their outfits ..
Tuesday had P.E .. did 2.4km run , inclined pull-ups and sit ups ..
Dont ask me about the grades. hahas

Wednesday .. uhh

Maths teacher didn't come . he went for some course ..
Science did some experiments .. mix here mix there.
Then English .. umm ohh .. writing about creating tense atmosphere ( horror stories )

..............

I'm seriously not in a mood for total updates.
I mean, ya you see me everyday happy happy laugh laugh
Crazy Crazy ..

But still i feel as though i have so much inside me that i wann to blurt out
Yet i can't find the words to say it.
This feeling is so terrible.

Joan got ' depressed ' stupid girl went to try and slit.
Kinda did it but it bled alittle . ( stupid gal )
Don't do it again ahh (:
.........

There's so much going inside me.
My mind .. heart .. soul .. feelings ..

When i look at certain events , sadness often overwhelms me.
Sometimes i get a warm feeling.
But the thing is.

Ever since that thing
It never really was the same was it ?

Realization
Illusions
Solitude
Confusion

I really do ..

Degrees I'd stand by you ..

When will i know ?
I really do .. I really really do ..
Don't you know ?

Yt'