YUAN! (:

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @Wednesday, August 08, 2007

i'm so mad ... really really mad ... 2 things ; today's outing and some stupid fool typing nasty stuff at my haloscan. like can you leave me alone you bloody ?

The day went from ok - good - great - ok - bad - angry - even more angry - now
The feeling of being left out is so terrible.I HATE IT .

Morning went to help for the Captain's Ball stuff. Got to press the horn ( so fun ) and played / talked with the microphone. Kept reminding the players to practice safety (: --- Gordon , Johnathon and some others kept singing some National day songs ... fun.

Gordon forced me to go and watch the movie (i didn't agree)
Went Cathay dunno where to watch Rush Hour 3 with johnathon jane farhan sok shan 3 other girls ( forgot their names ) and gordon ...

Umm . Really got left out the moment i got there . Sok Shan and Gordon kept playing with each other. Kicking pinching throwing popcorn sharing it ( the food ) and stuff. Farhan was with Johnathon and his girl and the friends and stuff . In short i got left out big time.

Then went to arcade after Sok Shan , Jane and her friend left . Watched the boys play the race thingy ... then later went to play Time Crisis with the other girl then watched them play another game.

Got really unhappy but i dont think i wanna say why . if you knew what i meant by reading this i think you get my meaning . i mean im not suppose to get jealous that easily but i like that guy and then they both were like ... ( ) what you expect me to feel .

Anyway thanks Farhan for asking me if i was ok .. bt im not really ok . hahas .

` the way you look at me
what does it mean ?
can't it be really cleared ?

Yt'